Why!? Why those creepy guys just keep falling on my head!? Am I cursed or what!? Is there something wrong with me???
Today I went out with a guy whom I thought was completely over me. But I suppose I was mistaken cause he tried to hold my hand again and made a sad "puppy" face AND I suppose wanted to kiss me.
Although we had a really good time I felt nervous and...you know the feeling when you avoid to face smth to look smb straight in the face...well I had one. Fuck...he's a good person just not my "hero" and It's not his fault. And I don't want to hurt him....what do I do???...

Wow...that was not a good morning!!!! Jees I'm feelin like I've bee ran over by a truck. That's because I'm ill...damn, I hate wasting time at home!!!! Pleaseeeeeee let me recover tomorrow!!!!
The funniest thing is that my parents have no idea about that)) Cause if they do they will rip me apart (yeah...that was me who refused to wear a cap when it is -12 outside...).
All hopes for tomorrow morning! I need a miracle to wake up tomorrow an absolutely healthy person))) Duh....